happy!

m0od: yapi!!!!!!

waaahh! ionno! i'm uber yapi with my lablyp! poi made it! he chAnged everything!
waahh.. got nothing to rant..! uber speechless..

fuck them!

okay! angry mood ryt n0w! i just received news dat mai nkkakta daw na mai ksma ako na guy sa church! eh sooo wwwhhhaaattt????????!!!!!!!!! fuck them! ano nman kng mai ksma akong lalaki! there's no big deal about it! nothing okay!!!!!!!!?????? frend ko lng un! at c deki lng un! packers! npaka narrow ng isip nila!

finally..

finally.. eeiii!!! haiiyy.. ndi ko po tlga fnoforesee lhta-lhat! well.. unti-unti nang ngkkr0on ng kulay ang lablyp ko! waaahhh! hhee.. sna 22o na to...

blah!

word for the day: unfair
- Marked by injustice,deception, or bias; not fair.

_that word killing me.. haiiyy.. cguro gnun lang tlga ung tao.. nakks! bgong pananaw nnMan!
okay.. her nickname is blue magic! eehhh! bsta blue magic! un.. nkkafeel nnmAn ako ng emptiness sa knya.. and coldness.. i don't know... bgla nlang xang lumamig ulit! no.. no.. this one is different unlike nung dati nming tampuhan.. yeah.. greetings.. happy na ako nung ginigreet nia akong `hi dardz...' pero dba.. ibang-iba ung greet dati! as in `dardz!!!!' taz pagtingin ko sa knya nakasmile na mlayo pa! eh ngaun? `hi dardz......' konti lng ung smile.. haiiyy.. ndi ko alm! cguro may bgo nnman xang frend aaaanndd! pinagsawaan na nia ako... cguro gnun.. heeii.. i'm still waiting na kausapin nia tlga ako.. kng mai problema ba xa saakin or what! kng mai ngwa b akong mali sa knya.. ang layo nia ksi eh.. kya gnun.. mlayo na nga.. ndi pa nguusap..

_ kya if ever na binabsa mo to.. nalulungkot ako kng bkit gnun nlng.. ndi mo man lang ako mkuhang kausapin... bigla ka nlng lumamig saakin.. ggraduate na nga lng kau eh.. eh.. ayan na iiyak na ako.. haiiyy...

word factory!

okay! let's start! you have 3 minutes okay?

I A E W R

L O A R I

C A H N O

O F E E S

E R S X S

hehe! game!

crying again!

I’m screaming at the top of my lungs right now! So read it and envisage that I’m totally screaming and shouting and yelling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay?

I’m very sick of what He always did to me!!!!!!!!! I’m sick and tired of all the stupid words!!! Of all the nonsense over-emotions that he always crammed up whenever I talk to him! I just want to scream at him sooooooooooooooooooo shrill!!!!!!! I hate this life! i want to end it so fast! I want to have a super vast slot at my arm! He never cares! He never listens! He never understands! But why on earth that I don’t have any strength to shout this to him! Whyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I gashed my arms again! Did he ever know that the all root why I am slitting my arms? It is because of him!!!!!!!!!! Because of the emptiness and numbness! He always errs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nakakainis! Wla na akong msbihan! Amallie is not around because she is doubtless talking to him! Tedibear is not present at this moment because I know that many things nuisance her mind! So? Wla na! alangan nman c hipon! Ndi pwede! Ndi pa kmi close mxado! >.< waaaahh!!! Kwawa nman ako! L0ner tlga! Npaka recluse!

Mood: crying