crying again!

I’m screaming at the top of my lungs right now! So read it and envisage that I’m totally screaming and shouting and yelling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay?

I’m very sick of what He always did to me!!!!!!!!! I’m sick and tired of all the stupid words!!! Of all the nonsense over-emotions that he always crammed up whenever I talk to him! I just want to scream at him sooooooooooooooooooo shrill!!!!!!! I hate this life! i want to end it so fast! I want to have a super vast slot at my arm! He never cares! He never listens! He never understands! But why on earth that I don’t have any strength to shout this to him! Whyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I gashed my arms again! Did he ever know that the all root why I am slitting my arms? It is because of him!!!!!!!!!! Because of the emptiness and numbness! He always errs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nakakainis! Wla na akong msbihan! Amallie is not around because she is doubtless talking to him! Tedibear is not present at this moment because I know that many things nuisance her mind! So? Wla na! alangan nman c hipon! Ndi pwede! Ndi pa kmi close mxado! >.< waaaahh!!! Kwawa nman ako! L0ner tlga! Npaka recluse!

Mood: crying