an update!

an update! baking day! see. nakedstreets. havent update for such a long time! puro sa nakedstreets kxe ako! btw, shareness! may contacts na ako! oha! kxo ang hirap for the beginners like me! rawr. this story, came from peyups.. here it goes.


I closed my eyes as Mike penetrated me. I bit my lower lip as I felt the sudden flow of mixed sensations: pleasure, pain, arousal and guilt. I kept my eyes shut as he moved above me. Before long, the pain grew less and the pleasure became intense as I found myself arching to his every thrust. Still, I kept my eyes shut. I could not find the courage to look at his face. I remained in the darkness until the deed was done.
As our bodies separated, I opened my eyes and looked at him. His forehead was sweaty from our heat. He looked at me and flashed a smile. He closed the gap and gave me a quick smack on the lips. I smiled back. It was a fake smile. Everything was a lie.
"I love you," he whispered while holding my hand. He looked at me. I knew he was waiting for my reply.
I just smiled back. I could spend an intimate moment with him but I could not lie to him. I asked myself if I loved him, and again the answer remained the same: I did not. I never did.
He lay on the bed and closed his eyes while I sat beside him, holding the blanket that covered me. I was silent.
"You really love Jim, don't you?" he asked. It was a rhetorical question. I never promised him anything.
"Are you going to his stag party tonight?" I asked. "I should be there. He'll be expecting me," his voice fading with every word. I could sense a lump in his throat. "Of course. You're his best friend." there was a hint of sarcasm in my voice.
I lay beside Mike and placed my head on his chest. He slowly combed my hair with his fingers. Although I wanted to cry, the tears would not escape from my eyes. The man I loved most was getting married in a few days and there I was sleeping with his best friend.
It was all a part of my stupid plan.
I wanted to hurt Jim. I wanted make him feel what I felt when he decided to end our affair to be with his fianceé. He said he loved me dearly but he didn't have the balls to stand by my side and fight for me. He left me all alone.
In my pain I found my vengeance: a friendship tested and proven through time - a friendship I could destroy with a display of my feminine charms.
Tonight, my timing was perfect. I was pretty sure Jim was on his way over after my text message. After a few minutes, the door flew open. I did not move. I was expecting this. They were both caught in surprise. Jim stood there, jaw tightened as he saw his best friend, Mike and the woman he loved so dearly naked with each other.
I was the woman who showed Jim what love was all about, the same woman she left crying when he decided to follow his family and marry the girl they chose for him.
I saw pain and anger in his eyes. Jim closed his eyes as he turned his back on us, slamming the door so hard I thought it would break. The naked man beside me was stunned. I, in turn, was engrossed in my own thoughts.
My vengeance was complete. I ruined a very important part of his life. I should have been happy, but I only felt numb.

*speechless..*

"admit or not, we always seek for revenge when we get hurt especially by our loved ones. but the thing is, we won't be happy either when we see them get hurt too. things happen for a reason, and although it sounds cliche, I still believe the God has perfectly planned our lives and we just have to trust Him to where He would lead us. :) revenge will do you no good but pain and suffering. -silent_soul" [agree..}